So....more journal logs. No I don't usually write journals and don't really see a need to, but I just want to write something I guess
But something that's not in tumblr. I just want to talk about my day or something talk about. I mentioned in another journal  a painting contest about painting a favorite OC. On top of that I've been doing research on trying to be a better...well not an artist, but a person who is skilled in talents. Yes yes I know but I never really consider myself an artist , perhaps  people lost respect for me for saying such things, but I'm sorry, I just can't live a lie like some people do.

From one thing I can say is true, I love each and everyone of my watchers for those who stuck by me, looked at my work and patiently waited for me, I say thank you. I'm just saying this because honestly I don't how much longer I'll live for... Not dying I'm just saying if something happens to me tomorrow, next year, next 10 years I don't know what will have to me. Maybe I'll leave this place, they'll banned, or maybe I'll just stop coming here. I'm not certain of the future nor do I fear the future. I just keep going. So yes.

I've met good people who are in love with each other and doing very good. I have closer people who separated but life keeps going on for them like us to keep moving on for me. There are a lot of things I want to do before I die. I want to write a novel or paint the ultimate masterpiece perhaps finally learning how to play an instrument. Want to do keep focus right?

Times I look at my work and ask if  its all worth it will sometimes yes sometimes there's is no answer. I love doing what I do. Graphic Design. Creating characters. Writing stories.

Today's a special someone turned a year older and I'm happy for that someone. She's only person I can truly call friend. That's why I'm writing this because I'm getting older guys, we all are. I just want something to look forward to the coming years.

So here are the things I want to do before I go (if something were to happen to me):

I want paint my own ideas, my own characters learn how to grow my work and become a successful graphic designer.

Make sure the novel Giest the Phantasm or Lone Star: Black Silicon has become novelized.

Show respect by doing drawings or paintings of the people I have seen on this website.

Finished the fanfiction Wails of Destiny. Including the Radio Drama episodes. I'm only doing five episodes. (Story area- [link] Episode 1- [link] Episode 2- [link] )

Find a Love of my Life. Maybe have a family.

Make money $$$

So I this journal log saying: I wish you all the best and to find fulfillment in your futures

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